Some days I want to wake up early to the sound of an alarm clock. I want to work out in my home gym, and work at my desk, powering thru my to-do list. Some days that makes me really happy and fulfilled.
Some days I want the sun to wake me up. With the sound of kids laughing in the kitchen as my alarm clock. I want to be able to exercise outside under the shade of the trees, and work from my laptop laying in the grass. Be productive, but not because something is on a to-do LIST, because it's what my heart wants to do in that very moment.
I've always been that way. I love structure. To do lists. Order. I also love spontaneity. Adventure. Freedom.